I wish there was a moment and I become invisible. So I could go anywhere I want, do anything I want to do. I could even smoke my cigarette infront of my father and he wouldn't even realize that I am with him and smoking next to him.

   I wanted to all these. I put my summer outfit on and left my house. It was winter and snowing very early in the morning. It wasn't even dawn yet. I see only the street lights. I started walking and I saw an old man on the corner he was homeless obviously he had nothing on him to keep him warm. I asked my self, " isn't he cold?" I keep walking but I don't know where I am going. By the time passes I start feeling hungry, but no; I am not actually. The sun is raising. Should I go home? I keep walking on the endless streets. I am passing by people and I am looking at them but they aren't loooking at me. Did I become invisible? No one is seeing me I am finally invisble and free. This is a very good feeling, all my wishes became true!

I am still walking but I am slowly getting tired and cold. May be I should go back to my house. I am at my door , oh my god I guess I left my keys at home. I am ringing the door bell but I don't hear the bell. Now I guess I had to wait for my mom.

 There she is coming. I don't know if I said hi to her but she didn't respond me. She must be mad at me for leaving the house very early without letting them know. She is looking sad actually. When I went inside to my house I wanted to watch T.V. but I see my face in the screen on a missing report and my name on it. My mom is watching the T.V and crying. "Hey mom I am here don't you see" "I am right next to you". I am touching her hair I can feel it but why doesn't she see me. It must be the fact that I am invisible. How do I get out of this night mare because she is crying and she can't see me!

  Some one is knocing the door. That's my father with bunch of cops. I am looking at my fathers face and I freeze. Because I have never seen my father crying. What is going on ???? I will be with you dad, ma , but I don't know how I get out of this invisiblity. "Help me God!" "Help me!!" . That was may be the first time I asked for help from god after 19 years. And I remember him after 19 years but it was too late. The officer who came with my father was telling my mom that they found my dead body in a park frozen. It was too late to scream for a help because I was dead and alone in the darkness of the death.